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06-14-2016 09:36 PM
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Big Kuntry
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I was five years of age
when my father left me
barely makin minumum wage
he went to work in cali

just a young mexican
said i know what i need
it’ll never be the same again
cause i started smokin weed

a few years later
i found out what had happened
i showed him the middle fanger
he had a new bitch he was clappin

so i went from smokin weed
to steady poppin pills
from pills i did cocaine
my pain i couldn’t kill

i couldn’t let it show
i had to be tough
so i’m breakin into you home
and takin all yo stuff

i dream of bein rich
maybe be a rapper
pullin any bitch
ima professional trapper

so trynna hide my feelins
i started doin meth
had to hide from killas
cuz the price of meth is death

it was like the middle of an ocean
with no way out
trynna hide emotion
buyin meth by the ounze.

i no longer had a life
i was like the walkin dead
couldn’t tell i was alive
like i was on my death bed.

i stopped makin money
that’s when i lost hope
lost all my company
cause i smoked my own dope.

the name of crack just scared me
but i needed somethin more
i couldn’t just let it be
so i let it through the door

that shit ran on in
and put me on the floor
i felt like a king pin
but couldn’t tell anymore.

i shoulda been happy
but i steady wanted more
i couldn’t stay sober
long enough to get off the floor.

then i ran outta money
and the drugs stopped comin
goin through withdrawls
with my heart heavy thumpin

i knew i needed to quit
but they wouldn’t let go
drugs had me in a death grip
like they was chokin a ho.

gettin locked up
was never in my plan
when i sobered up
i felt like a new man

i thought i could be strong
but it was worse than before
relapse is a record
that i done heard before

i got out like a man
determined to be strong
i felt like superman
until i saw the bong.

my homeboy put it there
right in my face
watchin shootin stars
as i look down from space

then i slipped up
the laws caught me again
head down and in cuffs
i’m headin for the pin.

the judge didn’t let me slide
he locked me up again
shattered my pride
sent me to mcfadden.

i see my days pass
as im prayin up to god
lookin out the glass
dreamin bout my future job
as i forget about my past.....



TO BE CONTINUED......


-Anthony Mills-


Dedicated to my boy sleepy AKA Zeelos

#freemynigga


I wrote this rap while I was locked up with this nigga Sleepy from houston, we was in a drug rehab together and he asked me to write a poem/rap for him bout his life, so he wrote some shit down and i turned it into this.


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06-14-2016 11:46 PM
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Hits home


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06-14-2016 11:48 PM
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I like your avatar.


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06-15-2016 12:43 AM
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yeah it’s one of the best poem/songs i’ve ever wrote, i read it every day like damn, i wrote this? haha i guess it’s true that you just gotta love what you’re doin to be good at it.

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06-15-2016 02:18 AM
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ha! a natural!

No but I’ve struggled with addiction too.


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Edited 06-15-2016 03:18 AM by Massacre-Total_Serial_Killer

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